Nicole Ashley Laferriere - Site Memorial Online

I wanted to tell you how I've been just got my license last week :) lifes okay mom and everyone else are pretty good. Man time just seems to be flying by it's been so long now since you've been gone and not a day goes byvtht we don't think about you aboutwhat you would do if you where ere :( I miss you even though I didn't really get to know you. I hope you are doing well in heaven Nikki I love and miss you everyday <3 love your lol sister, Brittany

my nikki u came into my life a little grl , i knew the moment i seen u tht u were going to change my life 4 eva and tht u sure did, not a day went by tht i culdnt wait to see u play wit u hold u and kiss the messy face u always seemed to have, oh nikki how u loved ur pasta dinners .  loved to get messy but hated to be cleaned.. crawling all threw the house as we all tried to clean u. ur laugh was one i culdnt wait to hear , bath time was the best splashin  laughin smile after smiles. i can remember mommy askin me to take babysit so she culd go out , i loved it culdnt wait to have u to myself . i culdnt get u enough but i always found something for mommy and daddy to do so i culd take u for the day or night, i remember us going to the beach u in ur wheelchair thinkin ur funny tryin to go on ur own. tryin to run people over, then u wuld throw ur head back and laugh, watchin the fire works .... oh my nikki how i miss u so much there isnt a day tht passes i wish for one more day we culd have u back ... if i culd have u back for one day i wuld give up anything to see ur face ur smile hear tht laugh. i will never forget the day  mommy called me when i was in lawernce cryin culdnt really understand her. she told me i need to come home now tht it was u (nikki) i told my ex boyfriend listen we need to go  there is something wrong wit my god daughter, we flew from lawernce to mommy house in dracut. when i got there and mommy said u were gone i said gone where baby mommy grabbed me held me tight and said wit the angles . oh my baby tht was the worst day of my life . i cried for days. then i went and had ur name put on me right next to my heart . cause tht is where u have touched and will always be ... i love u nikki  i will never forget u nor stop lovin u . the light u have brought to my life . u will always be my baby i love u nikki.....i know when it is my time ur going to be waitin for me wit open arms so for now i am livin for u here and smilin ur smile  remember baby aunty love u  i know ur safe and happy and able to do things u havent been  able to do before but try not to have to much fun wit out me ok  ...... miss u baby

Hello deborah, you made a verry nice page here , take care, JOSH

"I'll lend you for a little time,

a child of mine." He said.

"For you to love while she lives,

and mourn when she is dead.

It may be six or seven years,

or twenty-two or three.

But will you, till I call her back,

take care of her for me ?

She'll bring her charms to gladden

you, and shall her stay be brief.

You 'II have her lovely memories as

solace for your grief.

I cannot promise she will stay,

since all from earth return.

But there are lessons taught down

there I want this child to learn.

I've looked the world over in

my search for teachers true

And from the throngs that crowd

life's lanes, I have selected you.

Now will you give her all your 

love, nor think the labor vain.

Nor hate me when I come to

call, to take her back again.

I fancied that I heard them say,

Dear Lord Thy will be done.

For all the joy Thy Child shall

bring, the risk of grief we'll run.

We'll shelter her with tenderness,

we 'II love her while we may.

And for the happiness we've

known, will ever grateful stay.

But shall the angels call for her

much sooner than we planned,

We'll brave the bitter grief that

comes, and try to understand."